black crow

8:11PM - hello world!

GRABE! sobrang nanninibago ko sa set up ng LJ. cant believe i havent visited my site for almost a year.

shar - pa invite mo ko kay kalai. please. hay naku, im back in the real world. thank god! girl kelan tau manonood ng HP?!

glai - uy, kamusta na? condolences to you laptop. what's his name again?

11:43AM - varsitarian blog

can somebody tell me the url of varsi blog? and how to belong in its friends link. thanks. i'm back to business.

5:55PM - buti na lang...

Salamat at tapos na ang Ustetika, ang SEAGames, at hopefully ang huling issue ng Varsitarian para sa taong ito. Nakakalungkot kapag iniisip kong huling Pasko ko na 'to bilang isang college student. Syempre nag-sesenti ako at hindi ko alam kung bakit.

Sa ngayon, pinoproblema naman namin ang thesis dahil huling-huli na kami. Nakakatakot, minsan iniisip ko baka hindi ako maka-graduate dahil sa thesis. Scaaarry!!!

Bukod pa doon, meron akong work na inaalala. Biruin mo, 28 hours ang kailangan kong i-make up dahil 1 week akong nawala para sa SEAG coverage. Nadagdagan pa ngayon ng 5 oras dahil hindi ako pumasok, uli. Tinanghali kasi ako ng gising dahil nag-layout ako kagabi at pagkatapos nun, tinamad na akong pumasok. Napakasutil kong bata.

Isa pang problema ang anda! Shet! Masarap sanang magregalo at tumanggap ng regalo basta may pambili ka. Waaaahhh! Ang dami ko pa mandin reregaluhan: mga V pips, kamag-anak ko, inaanak ko, mga mahal sa buhay (gaya ni Reagan), at kung sinu-sino pa.

Sana puwede na lang akong mawala ng isang araw tapos pagbalik ko ayos na ang lahat. Kaya lang hindi e...

Buti na lang, may taong nagpapasaya sa akin... Syempre alam nyo na kung sino siya...

11:43AM

You Are 60% Boyish and 40% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

10:02AM - GOSSIP!!!

You're a Smut writer!


What kind of writer are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

OMG! am i really a smut? it kinda reflects my personality though. not that i'm a total gossiper or anything. just like to talk about some things with other urrmm... people.

10:25AM - randomness

How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna

the quiz said i'm normal and being normal is boring... am i really a boring person? gawd!
chuck kasalanan mo to!

7:25PM - sexually stimulating idea

If there is someone on your friends list with whom you would like to engage in a hot, sweaty, 4 hour long sexual encounter which - in terms of voracity - would sound like someone banging two steer carcasses together while stirring a 50 gallon bowl of macaroni and cheese over a public address system, then post this exact sentence in YOUR journal

9:33AM - ojt for a summer

just had a nice holy week spending the day eating, cooking, sleeping, watching movies, and swimming in the cool beach of anilao, mabini, batangas! don't want my short vacation to end there yet.... =(
unluckily, had to go back in manila cos my work is waiting there and process my on-the-job training for this summer...
still have my job as a news writer for V though...

2:50PM - puta madre!

mi condition hoy es muy caliente. i think i'm going to be sick. have'nt had enough sleep for about a month... been up to so many things lately. thank god Pautakan is over...
well anyway, there were some good things though which happened lately...
i was able to watch "y tu mama tambien"
mis amigas y amigos, la pelicula es muy magnifica... PUTA MADRE! Mi amore diego luna es muy macho y gwapo!!!
you should't fail to watch la pelicula...
adios..
*gracias shar, para tu aprendando en el proyecto con profesor opiniano... ti amo!

4:48PM - my goodness!

darn.... need to accomplish a lot of things for a short span of time...

what to do:
1. thesis for journ (which is so getting in to my nerves) ang hirap!
2. pautakan (wish i have my committee partner dino to back me up, san na ba yun?)
3. news articles (kailangan bumawi)
4. academics
5. work (am i not working with all the loads i have...) crap...
wish me luck...

9:35PM - hi there!

im back to business!
o god how i missed this journal... you guys missed a lot of things about me tooo... unless shar, glai and chuck keep you updated
i just happened to know the results of the elections this morning... and guess what?
I LOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and my children are not happy about it....
DARN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well, anyway they have a point...
at least i'm still here in VARSI...
ummm... what else?

i need to watch a concierto tomorrow and hopefully be able to watch "THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA"
been busy since last week... even no rest on a sunday...
1. campaign
2. i had to help my bloody cousin with her school project, which is a newsletter and happens to be only me who knows how to deal with stuffs related to journalism... crap...
3. need to make up for all the academic absences i lost during campaign
4. work hard to lift my probationary status in varsi
5. work harder

at least Valentine's day was fine... got tulips from reagan, a rose from "ANCHOR WHAM" (as what shar calls him, better ask her who i'm talking to), and another rose from a friend...

that makes me up for the couple of weeks...
i've been a working scholar in the morning...
a student and student politician in the afternoon...
a writer in the evening...
plus having a nice lovelife...
and family to go home to...
lastly, a bunch of good friends like you...
thanks!!!! for keeping me alive!!!!

1:36PM - hmmm....

i need to watch bloody "Bridget Jones Diary - Edge of Reason"...
am confused about lots of things right now... tell you dear soon... but i think you already know in the first place... it's about bloody SG... bloody "crush"... bloody guy friend... waaaaaahhhh!!!! bloody men!!!!

9:45AM - rainy saturday

mukhang nakikiayon ang panahon sakin... bakit? malungkot dahil sa:

V- yung i'm way down my performance sa v. besides, i hate the vile guy... hndi na talaga maganda ang nangyayari... marami na ang gustong umalis at may ilan na rin na hindi na natutuwa sa mga gingawa nla... mahal ko ang news people pero mahirap ang trabaho... bagaman, eto pa rin tayo... pilit na kinakaya...

tama si shar, masaya ang Art App... nakakaawa nga yung prof kasi ang ingay ng class e mukha pa mandn na gusto niya magturo... kahit mejo slow at boring ang approach nya ok lang.. matagal kung inantay ang class na 'to... yehey!!!!
political dynamics sucks!!!!

SG was here (in V) last monday... kainis!!! di ako nakapunta... pinapapunta pa mandn ako nina eric and mikoy... aside from that, hinanap daw ako... well, dapat naman kasi may inuman kami...

kalai and shar, may bago ko chika sa nyo... hmmm.... di pwd dito...

i need a sexlife!!!!

8:49AM - damn night!

last night was not really much of an enjoying victory party for a job well done during the inkblots... i have been waiting for this night to come but then things didn't turn out the way i wanted it to happen... i told everyone before that the SG is coming... yeah, he was there... and he was with someone... a girl who's a lot prettier than me, a lot finer than me, most of all she has a stable career... and what can he get with me??? there are things i started to realize since last night's happenings... things i needed to think over... but hey, i'm not closing any doors yet... as long as he's not married with her GF i'll still keep on trying to win him over...
god, this is so damn embarassing...
i did'nt even had the chance to talk with him personally, just the two of us last night....

12:32PM - whapack!!!

the SEX GOD is coming (in a humming tone).... lalalalalalala
i need to watch out for it... i know most of you heard about the news... hehehe
ei, fellow flirts and bitches, help me pleeeease...
i need a career... i need a sex life... ayt, shar?!

3:24PM

it's over... well... almost... i jot down the last answers of my spanish final exam at 10:45 am, which was unfortunately the last painstaking exam i had to take... had to run off along dapitan to find the chapest computer shop to finish my two papers for journalism (el profesor en la clase de la periodismo es Joselito Zulueta) damn spanish! i really stink in that lingo. well anyway, good thing i got saved by the bell cos our paper's not reaching the hands of el senor basher (yeah, ultimate basher he is). poor ate alma. she had to suffer under el senor basher's commands..

anyway, i've been eating tons of wanton and dumplings for a couple of days... got addicted with pao tsin dumplings... as well as rcon... we are dumpling buddies!!! hahaha yummy scallop, shrimp, crab, beef, pork wanton and shark's fin dumpling!!! yum!yum! yum!

hooray!!! the sem is almost over... not until i get my grades and confirm that i'm still going to be a scholar next sem... wish me luck!!! got 1.5 in sir jere's class!!! yippee!!!

2:21PM - of raves and rants

because of abrupt weather changes, mood swings arise... random thoughts too, like

raving for:
nuts, chocolates, and sweets
japanese food
a bubble bath
shopping!!!!
liquor
going out of town
a new boyfriend! hooray! ;)

and ranting about:
my damn articles!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
getting myself soaked in the rain
painstaking headache (both literal and not)
my parent's consent for still not allowing me to attend overnights...

this week sucks! and i like chocolates better than anything else...

8:25AM - i am humanized again...

because of the workloads i had since the start of the schoolyear i have never really had a good laugh, a good cry, hang around just like any normal people in school, take a nice warm bath not thinking of anything except my "Sex God" (as what shar and i call o' those damn bastards who make us drool), shop, eat out... just to bum around i guess...
last week, i had a different experience where i felt human again... not that i had sex with someone or so it may seem... i suddenly burst into tears (yeah, tears... salty water rushing down your eyes i guess, which makes your nose and eyes turn red) after the talk i had with a close friend (a girl) in school... maybe it's because i've missed being with them doing the usual thing we do since first year... but things do change... sad but true, things between some friends changed badly... we're not the good 'ol barkada we used to call i think... that's what i feel righ' now cos of things just happened couple o' weeks ago.. i just felt bad... i just miss being with them... i hope these people can read this journal but seems it won't reach out to them... i treasure friendship as much as i treasure my life and my family... i learned something from what happened...
"we just have to make out the most of our days like it was the last because we will never get it back again..."
seize the opportunity you have with your friends, loved ones and even pets...
Good morning! Carpe Diem!!!

8:54PM - random quizzes with glai

8:49PM - useless creature